yup, today I am touching a general subject which sometimes annoys me more than most things for several reasons.
Ok the starting point: yeah you do need Money in your life, that I am not denying and on the other hand I will never say that I do not need it because I do, one of the building blocks of our society is Money, that´s a fact that you cannot avoid it, well ok you can but most of us does not have what it takes to live without it completely.
I have a good salary level and that means I can accomplish some things and save up before my retirement so yeah go ahead you can call me a hypocrite but then again I admit openly that I need money to live my life.
The thing that really annoys me about money is the fact that it always brings massive bad sides in your life I mean there are people that are absolutely ready to do ANYTHING to get more money so generally the saying : everyone has their price can be applied to most people. These people can have a relationship without any feelings towards the other person whatsoever just to have a relationship with their bank account, which is sad.. I mean I would gladly live in a cardboard box if I would always have people around me who would love me, because that really is one of the most important things in life, besides if you want money, why won´t you just earn it yourself? instead of selling yourself. I really don´t see how it´s even good for the person that is in a relationship just for the money.. kissing someone that you have zero feelings for, having sex with a person that you feel absolutely nothing for, sleeping next to someone who you don´t have feelings for, sharing your life with someone you have no feelings for? no never.. I could never live like that and I am sorry to say that I do not have any understanding for people who can just ignore their soul and their own wants and higher level of happiness just to get money. I mean it´s just paper anyways, yeah you can buy things with that but if you just love the money and collect just solid artifacts in your life you won´t be rich, to me being rich is more a thing of the soul, I mean if you gather experiences instead of artifacts and develop yourself I think those things make you rich. I wouldn´t want to face the end of my life admiring beautiful things that would surround me I would want to admire the beloved people surrounding me and to go back in my life and remember all the experiences I've gone through, the people I have met through my journey in this life and remembering all of those quiet, colorful sunsets that I've seen before my own sunset would be upon me, to me that sounds like a better option :)
Also, these people that buy love.. I mean there you go living in a relationship in which you most probably know that your partner would leave you in a heartbeat if you would be broke. a partner that does not get butterflies in their stomach when you get close enough and brush your lips on their neck, or touch them gently and pull them in for a kiss.
I know a person pretty well who is in a relationship like that, this person has sold herself to a guy who, well has a lot of money. I asked her once that doesn't it make you feel sick to be intimate with someone you have zero feelings for just to get access to their money and she told me that nah, sometimes she feels awful when they get intimate and feel like throwing up but afterwards she just treats herself to a shopping spree with his money so it does not really bother her.... yeah exactly, how nice ... *rolls eyes* I would rather just collapse in the arms of my lover afterwards and feel loved and feel love towards my lover.
well, I cannot change anyone and I don´t feel like it even would be anyones responsibility to try and change people like that. I am just very happy about the fact that when it comes to me, I don´t have a price, I wouldn´t do anything for money, I wouldn´t sell myself or my body to get more money, I wouldn´t sell my soul to the devil, you are not able to sell me at least :-D
